pookieisinlove

sunday was the greatest night of my life.
i got to see killwhitneydead in toledo at frankie's!
seriously i cannot even begin to describe how much fun i had!!
i got to scream into the microphone.
got to talk to matt [the lead singer for anyone who doesn't know]
i got to gawk at david [he is in killwhitneydead and the demonstration both]
they even mentioned me before they played one of their songs because i told matt it was my favorite outside!
how fucking stellar is that?!

ummmm....
i worked a ton yesterday and today i worked part of the day.
tomorrow i have to be up early to help nicole move some of her stuff before i go to work
i need to get the money she owes me as well as the extra house key once she is done.
then maybe piercings?
and then probably goth night.
if i don't get the piercings tomorrow then it will be thursday.

oh yes piercings...
i am getting the right side of my nose pierced with a hoop
and i am taking out the three lip rings i have now to get vertical lip rings
[one on each side]
similar to what i have because i like the placement i have now
but different because the verts won't actually touch the inside of my mouth
there for leaving me free not bite them accidentally
or for the jewelry to hit my teeth.


also i have kinda decided the real people in my life...
a good majority of them need to grow up.
and another good majority need to get over themselves.
i don't think sometimes that people's minds are big enough to realize
that they are not the only people that have problems.
and sitting around bitching about it doesn't really fix it.
i refuse to help people anymore that aren't going to help themselves.


i have also decided i need a boy in my life.
someone to cuddle with every now and then.
not even permanently.
just randomly or something.
i've been lonely lately.