pookieisinlove

i absolutely hate the holidays...i am sorry but here is my rant!

if you don't want to read it you don't have to...

anyway the thirteenth...i found out a really good friend of mine died from a motorcycle accident....[this is how it starts]...for some ungodly reason i was too stupid to delete his number out of my phone and it didn't really hit me until...
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so i recently went to toledo...there is a hat at pacsun i will own! no lie. lol. other than that there is a really cute shorter version of the amy lee dress from "call me when you're sober"...i will own that too. the best was when i kept running back and forth between the hats and the mirror to see which size fit my head...
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so this week is officially the week i can claim i moved to bg...even though i have been here every single night since two mondays ago...jackie and i got an apt above kamikaze's. i was supposed to move into copper beach with a couple girls but that fell through...w/e. just means i am not destined to live in copper beach lol. i think i may...
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okay...so where to start?! i live back in findlay temporarily...that is until i move to bowling green. haha may as well live there already as much as i am there. i am planning to go to the university come this fall. i cannot wait actually!

mostly i have been wasting my time lately going to parties and bars...being drunk seventy percent of the day pretty...
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my god it has been much too long! okay so i am now living with the friend that i moved my things into her house. i still have a little left at chris' to get. and i have to get stuff from my parents' and things from my storage unit. this week and next we are moving from columbus grove to ottawa. things are going...
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so here goes...herm...it has been a week or so. sorry i haven't been so great about keeping up with this. things went well when i went to bowling green last wednesday and saw eric. i just think i am finally seeing through his act. [notice i didn't really believe it was an act until i started to sober up yesterday afternoon...and then i decided i...
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soooo...today was my second day out on floor at good old wal-mart....and guess what?! i freaking love it!! it is the most fun ever. i know i know most jobs are fun when you first start but i honestly think i will like it there a lot!
among other things...i have turned into a boy crazy high schooler again or something...some kid walked through wal-mart...
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so recently i have come to the conclusion...i need to be stronger about things. emotionally that is. i let everything get to me and break me down. like number one: some friends come and some friends go. the ones that are meant to stay will stay through thick and thin. i wish i would've realized this long ago. number two: boys suck. no matter what...
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so last night was another addition to a great week. haha. well actually lets start out i talked to my friend sean yesterday for about two hours. he put me in probably the best mood i have ever been in...are at least one of them.

so i thought it would be different. and i guess in a sense it was. i had fun last night...
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so i was supposed to work today at nine...somehow i got out of that! its an okay day out...not as cold as i had anticipated after i got a text that said it was freezing...but then again i probably had on more clothes when i went outside than danielle did.
but anyway so at about ten til seven this morning, walmart calls me to tell...
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so um yeah...why the fuck would you tell someone you love them...if you don't?!


i think im gonna cry now...



that is all

i am so frustrated with one of my friends right now! i just want to punch her in the throat! sorry orinarily i wouldn't post about stupid crap like this...but i don't even know if i want to continue being her friend. she is getting pissy with me because basically i have other friends. she makes plans with me and then always bails. she is...
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