ponyboycurtis

holy man ...dyme is so gorgeous
i log on last night and there is the new pics, all well shot by posh(who apparently did make up and costume and brought in the frame idea-i loooove it).

and that was nice...

yay suicidegirls!

cheerin me up a little.
word.

ugh... friday night an im wasted alone at my house on my computer and drunk as a skunk... on a friday night...



go me!

so since we last talked.

finally met my best freind/ex's man and he was a total choad, one of those phoney bohemians who kinda look like a hipster but have thier accespries all wrong...ie maybe a stupid ass hemp necklace or birkenstocks on an otherwise cool outfit.

anyway

i was like hey lady yer gonna get played like a fiddle.
he sucks.
she didnt take...
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holy crap you wouldnt believe what happened last night... and i cant even tell you ... it makes me crazy...
omg

i havent died... i swear... los of stuff going on now. hugs to all those who may have missed me...

my exploits...im mr. orange...HA!!

im mister orange and one of my pics reveals that real hardcore

May 11, 2004
Guerrilla florists add flash and dash

By Sherry Lucas
slucas@clarionledger.com

The guerrilla florists wish to remain anonymous. I'll oblige. They made me laugh. I'm on their side. I didn't catch their names anyway. But they were easy to spot sunglasses indoors, fake flowers on their lapels....
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absolutist-


man, you animal
youre carefully picked plumage
your staunch kitchen table stance
your declaration of roles
can go fuck themselves
but i think you know how silly
what came out of your mouth is.

you hit the wall of my heart and break.
the wall guards my heart from cracking.
my desire prevents me from braking.
but i cant get my brick wall to...
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recently someone *and i suppose she's reading it right now) from my hometown admitted to reading this journal...i honestly dont know what to think about it.

creative writing class is always odd when i have to read my stuff:

...lonely megalomaniacs caught
masturbating in windowsills
thinking they could fuck the world...

but the teachers cool so yeah..
but being the twenty something at a community college is odd when your classmates average under 20
...

oh well itll put hair on their chest

uhm yeah..

suicidal high school seniors and easters tomorrow, YEAH!
...

someone help our poor children cause most of them(us) are fucking lost.

kill yourself when your fifty and still working at jc penny but dont untill then make the f-ing taj mahal something to hold on to life for, for all i care.


arghhhhh


when did i find anything useful out to tell other...
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