excerpts from a writer from when he wrote (day11sansfelines)
Current mood: mischievous
written around october last year
"i was back exactly to where i was before.
unhappy alone and in a strange town going to school for some reason or the other.
yay.
that sure beat wasting my life in good company back in jackson, just waiting for the next friend to get someone pregnant. hey it coulda been me.
every girl ive slept with has been NEUROTIC about birthcontrol and condoms godbless them and fuck them for that too.
if your girl is on birth control with you, you are not the most important thing in the world for her. she's keeping that door open until she see's something to upgrade to.
dont fool yourself, you aint the most fit motherfucker in the house, or the richest or the smartest or the most handsome, or charming. get over it.
but thats fine, we men can fall in love wholeheartedly, you know why. we have a defeciency in our brains where it comes to long term planning. were the ones pushing girls out of the way of busses or catching bullets for someone else, or some crazy shit where we end up fucked or killed when we see an oportunity to save someone/thing. now dont get me wrong, a girl will save her baby or child or whatever. but she sure as fuck will kill someone elses kid if she has to pick between the two. all that instinct of self sacrifice... its all just condensed and put into children, and thank god because without that thered probably not be a human race at all....
...
wait, fuck that, fuck women.
thanks a whole lot for the apex of humanity being me alone in my apartment going to college and typing on my fucking computer thinking about my past. i dont like it thanks."
man i was angry.
i dont hate women. not in the least.
i just dont ever want to fall in love again.
Current mood: mischievous
written around october last year
"i was back exactly to where i was before.
unhappy alone and in a strange town going to school for some reason or the other.
yay.
that sure beat wasting my life in good company back in jackson, just waiting for the next friend to get someone pregnant. hey it coulda been me.
every girl ive slept with has been NEUROTIC about birthcontrol and condoms godbless them and fuck them for that too.
if your girl is on birth control with you, you are not the most important thing in the world for her. she's keeping that door open until she see's something to upgrade to.
dont fool yourself, you aint the most fit motherfucker in the house, or the richest or the smartest or the most handsome, or charming. get over it.
but thats fine, we men can fall in love wholeheartedly, you know why. we have a defeciency in our brains where it comes to long term planning. were the ones pushing girls out of the way of busses or catching bullets for someone else, or some crazy shit where we end up fucked or killed when we see an oportunity to save someone/thing. now dont get me wrong, a girl will save her baby or child or whatever. but she sure as fuck will kill someone elses kid if she has to pick between the two. all that instinct of self sacrifice... its all just condensed and put into children, and thank god because without that thered probably not be a human race at all....
...
wait, fuck that, fuck women.
thanks a whole lot for the apex of humanity being me alone in my apartment going to college and typing on my fucking computer thinking about my past. i dont like it thanks."
man i was angry.
i dont hate women. not in the least.
i just dont ever want to fall in love again.