so since we last talked.
finally met my best freind/ex's man and he was a total choad, one of those phoney bohemians who kinda look like a hipster but have thier accespries all wrong...ie maybe a stupid ass hemp necklace or birkenstocks on an otherwise cool outfit.
anyway
i was like hey lady yer gonna get played like a fiddle.
he sucks.
she didnt take that so well.
this is after a fiasco where she had invited me out then didnt want me to come because of a misuundertanding..
anyway
she came and was getting her stuff from my place
and she tells me she doesnt want to be my friend anymore.
she's like are the photo's done burning (she had some on my computer that she wanted) and i was like not just yet talk to me first... and she was like fuck you, give me my pictures... and i said please talk to me first and she said i dont want to talk and she said i want to hit you in the face, and io said go ahead itll probably make you feel better wouldnt it and she's ike give me the photos and i say why dont i just delete them if you hate me, i mean seriusly why dont you talk to me =, dont act like we arent friends... *BIP* *BAM* OOOOFF!
two lefts in the chest and a right in the kisser.
she left...
the next day i got the rest of her stuff to her...
she had busted my lip and broken my spirit. sure we were ex's but we were REALLY good friends...
and i am not even really good with getting yelled at... this kinda fucked me up... alot
i moved her when we were dating to be closer to her...
my only friends were also hers...
and that wasnt really the big issue to me.
i was still reeling over the fact she didnt want to be friends at all.
she's my best most real one i had... with a few exceptions... she was top five you know...
and bam...gone.
ive tried to talk to her since... no dice.
she put a blog up on myspace and wrote how she was angry at me and wished she had hit me harder.
then ....
look
it just got phenominally complicated, and now no one is talking to anyone...
ive tried to throw the white flag down...
some of my friends back home have
said nasty shit to her
...
i still love her and care about her
not romantically, stupid
but in the sense that she is a part of my heart.
now
now i cant even say hello to her...
finally met my best freind/ex's man and he was a total choad, one of those phoney bohemians who kinda look like a hipster but have thier accespries all wrong...ie maybe a stupid ass hemp necklace or birkenstocks on an otherwise cool outfit.
anyway
i was like hey lady yer gonna get played like a fiddle.
he sucks.
she didnt take that so well.
this is after a fiasco where she had invited me out then didnt want me to come because of a misuundertanding..
anyway
she came and was getting her stuff from my place
and she tells me she doesnt want to be my friend anymore.
she's like are the photo's done burning (she had some on my computer that she wanted) and i was like not just yet talk to me first... and she was like fuck you, give me my pictures... and i said please talk to me first and she said i dont want to talk and she said i want to hit you in the face, and io said go ahead itll probably make you feel better wouldnt it and she's ike give me the photos and i say why dont i just delete them if you hate me, i mean seriusly why dont you talk to me =, dont act like we arent friends... *BIP* *BAM* OOOOFF!
two lefts in the chest and a right in the kisser.
she left...
the next day i got the rest of her stuff to her...
she had busted my lip and broken my spirit. sure we were ex's but we were REALLY good friends...
and i am not even really good with getting yelled at... this kinda fucked me up... alot
i moved her when we were dating to be closer to her...
my only friends were also hers...
and that wasnt really the big issue to me.
i was still reeling over the fact she didnt want to be friends at all.
she's my best most real one i had... with a few exceptions... she was top five you know...
and bam...gone.
ive tried to talk to her since... no dice.
she put a blog up on myspace and wrote how she was angry at me and wished she had hit me harder.
then ....
look
it just got phenominally complicated, and now no one is talking to anyone...
ive tried to throw the white flag down...
some of my friends back home have
said nasty shit to her
...
i still love her and care about her
not romantically, stupid
but in the sense that she is a part of my heart.
now
now i cant even say hello to her...

