ponyboycurtis

i was five and he was six
we rode on horses made of sticks
he wore black and i wore white
he would always win the fight
bang bang he shot me down
bang bang i hit the ground
bang bang that awful sound
bang bang my baby shot me down

... i used to shoot you down...

nancy sinatra is so goddamned awsome sometimes
and quentin tarantino fucks me up
and ive seen fucking kill bill three times already
and that opening just fucks me up
its really late/early
ive been drinking alot tonight and i think
and im so goddamned bored
my house is a terrible mess
my bathroom flooded a week ago and i havent cleaned it yet
my roommate never cleans
my medication i take for my heads may give me a heart attack cause its making m bloodpressure skyrocket
and this girl i like i think i weirded her out
and this other one i drunk dialed and this other one im not interested in and the other one may not be that psyched about me
and the other one is just plain weird and kinda freaks me out
and they are all lukewarm period
just gross
id prefer lame ass over luke warm
or just nothing
course when i have nothing its wh cant i just sleep next to a chick
oh and lets not forget the completely crazy bitch who calls me EVERY day and i NEVER pick up-for TWO weeks now
and the pseudo lesbian who likes to make out with me and run home in the middle of the night ot her girlfriend
i once was told i could get any girl i want
but he didnt say anything about the lady i need

sweetheart i cant wait to meet you lets blow this one horse town and settle down somewhere real nice and exciting and ill write novels just for you and well make a happy life just you and me
for a while anyway
...
boo fucking hoo


i feel every single dumb thing some days