ponyboycurtis

i am youre you are


funny day.
had plans.

didnt happen
was gonna see 300

nunuv em

the coolest my favorite girls i know came over and watched the little mermaid while i washed dishes at dish.

then i came over and babysat.
i taught stencilling lessons and ipod loading lessons.


and got this ()close to being old me.
just for a second.

being around those particular ladies makes me just happy thier so fun with their little things they do and particular ways of being. i like how they are like cats. they love me but only want attention when they want attention and they are very in tune with thier desires and wants. and its good to be a part of it.

i think i prefer the company of outside the box women alot of the time.

i finally burned a mix i had been sitting on and had been meaning to burn like a frickin million years ago (a month ish?). its got my favorite lyris kinda on them:
i am your shadow in the dark... i have your blood inside my heart. ohhh woah oh oh.
its the perfect words for the people i love and have loved. im sure that all the blood in me isnt just mine. why else would my chest swell and feel warm when i hug a friend or say hello or goodbye or i love you, man... or wo-man. its gotta be right.

jake casey is the fucking coolest by the way out of my under 18 friends... of which i guess its him now that im older... i was his co-star in sparkleboy. i played his big brother. (ps i hope i lost a little weight since then!)

my god childern are gonna be in town tomorrow
and my god childrens parents

yay!


sometimes i just want to get a big room and fill it with everyone i love.
thankyou and goodnight.