ive been an active kid these days i suppose (even though i kinda
slacked on my past two tests only scraping by with an 80 in
speech and an 82 in psych.)
things that are nice that happened to me recently:
1. 2nd place in the short story contest at the ridgeland
community college level
2. 2nd place in the poetry section same contest
3....
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slacked on my past two tests only scraping by with an 80 in
speech and an 82 in psych.)
things that are nice that happened to me recently:
1. 2nd place in the short story contest at the ridgeland
community college level
2. 2nd place in the poetry section same contest
3....
Read More
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ive been an active kid these days i suppose (even though i kinda
slacked on my past two tests only scraping by with an 80 in
speech and an 82 in psych.)
things that are nice that happened to me recently:
1. 2nd place in the short story contest at the ridgeland
community college level
2. 2nd place in the poetry section same contest
3....
Read More
slacked on my past two tests only scraping by with an 80 in
speech and an 82 in psych.)
things that are nice that happened to me recently:
1. 2nd place in the short story contest at the ridgeland
community college level
2. 2nd place in the poetry section same contest
3....
Read More
my intense misgivings about jorden have faded after a weird night of fighting...a week ago. its pretty boringnow and just a low buzzing malaise. 
cc_baxter:
well that sounds like a shift in the right direction. keep the chin up and similar malarky.
my internet is down so i can only check my sit at friends houses... so you might not see so much of me.
cc_baxter:
i know just how you feel. fucking SBC has me down on a monthly basis. Fucking fuck the fucking fuckers! 
wow what a day i hit the aclu website to send a voice out against the pres wanting to write bigotry into the constitution -thanks to olivia- and sent some faxes throught them to my senators and reps... its nice to take action as opposed to talking about it.
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AND i think im gonna get published which is soooooo fuckin cool.
but yeah
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AND i think im gonna get published which is soooooo fuckin cool.
but yeah
good...
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cc_baxter:
getting published would be fucking cool. best of luck dude.
ever have one of those days where you did alot but you have no idea what you did really...
i am
yeah ok not much going on with me for a change.
not much torment.
l8's to my peeps
i am
yeah ok not much going on with me for a change.
not much torment.
l8's to my peeps
ok heres one where i dont talk about my ex
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
i talked with jorden today.
i know its the best thing if i just say goodbye to her but im so damn afraid of letting go.
im real tired of the way things are right now though.
i dont really know what to do.
i dont want to get over it i dont want to find some new girl.
but its over over over over......
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i know its the best thing if i just say goodbye to her but im so damn afraid of letting go.
im real tired of the way things are right now though.
i dont really know what to do.
i dont want to get over it i dont want to find some new girl.
but its over over over over......
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holy crap sucide girls is my fucking confessional booth.
i still dont think i know that im not going out with jorden. i really am sure that i believe we are just fighting.
theres a friend of mines ex (i use friend quite loosely) who suddenly, through everyone asking why we arent going out, im finding myself noticing how really cool and sexy she is...
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i still dont think i know that im not going out with jorden. i really am sure that i believe we are just fighting.
theres a friend of mines ex (i use friend quite loosely) who suddenly, through everyone asking why we arent going out, im finding myself noticing how really cool and sexy she is...
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OH CHRIST!!!!!
will she not stop being such a ROYAL FUCKING CUNT.
if someone knows how to carve the memory of an ex-girl out of your head without having to fuck some unexpecting other person, please fill me in. she's on myspace and she goddamn for sure put up a fucking bulletin board post about asking boys if they wanted to fuck cause she really...
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will she not stop being such a ROYAL FUCKING CUNT.
if someone knows how to carve the memory of an ex-girl out of your head without having to fuck some unexpecting other person, please fill me in. she's on myspace and she goddamn for sure put up a fucking bulletin board post about asking boys if they wanted to fuck cause she really...
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piracy:
cheery upbeat bullshit about how healthy anger is.
if you want to be over her, get angry - it'll excorcise infatuation, and it's too tiring to keep up for long - it's negatively-self-reinforcing, just by virtue of your being a lazy person.
turning sloth to your advantage!
read more in my new self help manual -
if you want to be over her, get angry - it'll excorcise infatuation, and it's too tiring to keep up for long - it's negatively-self-reinforcing, just by virtue of your being a lazy person.
turning sloth to your advantage!
read more in my new self help manual -
cc_baxter:
okay that does bite. i'm down with rightous anger for ya.
ive skipped all my classes.
i feel like a loser.
im trying to figure out what to do to help me feel like im not going to waste my day.
this cartoonish wrecking ball friend of mine is in town and he remembers my place like when my roommate lived here. so i have beer bottles everywhere and candles are ashed in and shits knocked...
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i feel like a loser.
im trying to figure out what to do to help me feel like im not going to waste my day.
this cartoonish wrecking ball friend of mine is in town and he remembers my place like when my roommate lived here. so i have beer bottles everywhere and candles are ashed in and shits knocked...
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cc_baxter:
speak your mind my man. your friends respect that.
i love that i write my thoughts on a site with the girls i pine after, bein all nude w/bedroom eyes. its pretty sexy i think.
damn the word is full of despair these days.
it could get a guy down right now. esp. a down guy to begin with.
a friend badgered me about my choosing to stop drinking i told him just fucking...
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damn the word is full of despair these days.
it could get a guy down right now. esp. a down guy to begin with.
a friend badgered me about my choosing to stop drinking i told him just fucking...
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cc_baxter:
i think you're letting this ex-girl get you way too down. you have got to stop feeding your self negativity before it becomes a bear that will take years on analysis to kill. a girl once told me my problems just weren't that attractive. i used to have the same sort of problems attracting women because of this. the answer for me was to stop trying and just let things happen.
finally yes i'm quite sure there are many girls out there who could and will love you.
cc
by the way i missed the show tonight. my friends claimed poverty and flaked at the last minute. someday i will get over my need for a wingman whenever going to a show or bar.
finally yes i'm quite sure there are many girls out there who could and will love you.
cc
by the way i missed the show tonight. my friends claimed poverty and flaked at the last minute. someday i will get over my need for a wingman whenever going to a show or bar.
And yes... your short story (seedling?) will be in this issue of Ad Infinitum Magazine, its Vol.1 Issue11.
So now i need you to send me your address and contact info so we can give you proper credit in the magazine, and so we will know where to send you your stack of mags to distribute to your friends/family/classmates.
Welcome to Ad Infinitum Magazine PonyBoy. Keep writing, because once we publish your work, Marna will hope to see submissions from you for each issue. Congrats babes!
Congrads on the publishing and awards. i'm sure your writing lives up to the ponyboy nick name.
smile!