No matter how confident I try to be, this whole broken heart thing is hell. I had a tough dream about him the night before last, we were together somewhere but it was tense. last nights dream was so pleasant, i met him again at party for a mutual friends wedding, and we just naturally fell back together. today is going to be a very...
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You cannot know another person until you know yourself. You cannot sort out your life with another person until you have sorted out your lives separately. I guess that was the gist of it (like the point right? 
sorry, inside joke.) I am holding the hope, or the delusion (I hope not), that once we have both gotten through this transition in our individual lives...
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sorry, inside joke.) I am holding the hope, or the delusion (I hope not), that once we have both gotten through this transition in our individual lives... Read More
I'm going to have an huge conniption fit because my fucking mouse has these stupid little back and forth buttons on the sides which just made me accidentally delete a very long and introspective blog that was really helping me. and even though I wrote it, I needed to be able to re-read it and use it for future reference to help stabilize me in...
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I AM SO SICK OF MAKING SACRIFICES FOR THIS FUCKING SCHOOL!!!!
kildueces:
You know you love it.
ponie:
Man sometimes I doubt it!
So I've been absent for a week because my laptop is on the FRITZ and is in the shop getting completely wiped clean. On my uncles computer now. Hmm catching up this far into the week is tough, the school week went pretty well, my first rotations, dentistry and surgical assisting went REALLY well and were a lot of fun. Surgery was slightly stressful because...
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ugh the physical manifestations of emotional pain are not fun. dry heaving (randomly, not even just when I'm upset), running the bathroom, barely able to eat more than once a day. just ugh.
In the meanwhile I had my first Clinical Rotation today in dentistry. I did all of the anesthesia and It went really well. I'm very excited that I pulled it off with...
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In the meanwhile I had my first Clinical Rotation today in dentistry. I did all of the anesthesia and It went really well. I'm very excited that I pulled it off with...
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kildueces:
Dentitsry is never gonna be my thing lol. Large animals sounds stupid fun so try to enjoy. I used to live on the farm so cows can be a little intimidating but all in all they are big dumb and usually dont pay you any attention.
Emotional Pain sucks but its the one pain you yourslef are the only one that can fix so be string lovely and Kick some ass. Have fun at girls night!
Emotional Pain sucks but its the one pain you yourslef are the only one that can fix so be string lovely and Kick some ass. Have fun at girls night!
Just the fact that I am typing yet again tells you what a long day I've had. And that there haven't been enough people on messenger or face book to chat with tonight. 
I am a bit calmer than I was earlier today, trying to breath and to remember to smile. I need to remember not to push things and back off. Sometimes taking a...
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I am a bit calmer than I was earlier today, trying to breath and to remember to smile. I need to remember not to push things and back off. Sometimes taking a... Read More
I am sick of myself. Sick of myself and everything I've done. I'm not allowed to contact you, does that I mean I can't even say I'm sorry? I was wrong. so horribly wrong. Being alone with myself is pretty hard to bear. It was different when when I was alone I could think of you warmly and know how easy it would be to...
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