ponie

Ho hum. Feeling a tad bit lonely tonight. Spent the day in the car with my aunt and uncle just driving through the Uwharrie mountains. Just finished watching West Side Story, so I'm a little down. jeez what a long movie. I'm trying to be unconcerned that tomorrow is Valentines day, I'll be busy during the day taking care of cows, horses and tigers, but then I'll be back to sitting on the internet, home by myself. Last night I had a blast hanging out with a girl from the tiger rescue, we had dinner,( I have not laughed so much in forever) drank, and walked through the snow to see Valentines Day at the movie theater. Cute movie, but WAY too many characters and story lines. I'm not good at keeping up with faces so I honestly got lost in the plot a couple of times and had to catch up. Then I drove through the snow, which was so lovely, like glitter pouring down over a home made card. Sometimes I can't help but smile at my sentimental silliness. I'm hoarse, can barely talk, my damn throat is so messed up. I cannot wait for it to get better, I'm not even really sick, just a little sore throat and I can't talk. I have a scheduled Drs appt Monday afternoon so I'll see whats up then. In the meantime, all my friends will be thrilled that something has shut me up for a little while!! Which isn't really true, I can still talk, just not easily.

I think it sucks how, when you're single you have so many friends you hang out with, and then when you're in a relationship you stick yourself in a box with the other person and kind of lose yourself there. It's nice inside that box sometimes, but damn its so much fun out of it. The next time around I need to remind myself to cut a doorway in my relationship box so I can pass back through to my friends and some fun more often.

Ah well. Shower and some school work before bed, animals tomorrow, and thinking about what next weekend will hold.
<3 ~P