That's right, I put way too much interest into these facebook horoscopes 
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Some kind of interruption is likely to upset the flow of your plans today, Leo. It is not your fault that this happens; a decision made elsewhere that you did not know about, or the weather, or other force of nature is behind this. It's likely to affect your relationships, and more specifically, your love life. You should be careful about clarity today: misunderstandings are more likely than usual. If there are important negotiations, meetings or presentations, try to put them off for a day or two so you can adjust the material.
Things have been intense on the romantic front, Leo, but you only need to change your mindset in order to see things change with romance as well. Whether you are single or attached, try to adopt a more confident attitude when you're presented with things that have been a bit scary for you for a while. This could be your opportunity to get over this fear factor and start on a new footing. You may even impress a noteworthy person in the process. Yes, there are some big changes for you ahead when it comes to romance, but do not fear them, rather, embrace them, as there is nothing but love on the horizon for your fiery side.
Now Me: (Yay me!)
WOW what a long day. Cat wards at school this morning = getting up at 5am = me very tired and cranky. Had radiology duty, which was good, but would have been better had I not been so tired. Had a calm discussion with the ex, had to make him realize that he didn't need to beat him self up for all of this. There's a lot that goes into the end of a relationship, and placing blame isn't fair. Done is done, no more back tracking, time to more forward. His part in my life, and my part in his, is closed. It was mostly good, but looking back I can see the things that lead to this and realize that love really is blind, you see only the good things and block the bad things until they're so bad they're all that you see. In hindsight, there many signs that we're clinging onto each other but weren't; totally happy. And that's ok. That's just fine. Our time together helped us both learn a lot about ourselves, and I think, I know, that we're both in stages of our lives where we need to focus on ourselves and making the most of our separate lives. And we're ready for it.
So no more of that. Well, there will be a little more when he mails me the rest of my things, Hopefully with no letters of explanation to throw my heart into a tizzy like the last time. I just want my stuff. There is nothing else that needs to be said and saying anything just prolongs the process. I'm sorry that I delayed things, back tracked things the way I did. But then again, I think this has given me more closure than I had before. It's over with no turning back, no more fantasies about maybe later. Just done. I'm ready to look forward to my future with new friends and good times. I feel a storm a coming, but it's a hurricane of happiness not a tornado of torment (I am such a dork!).It's like its just around the corner, which might not be until the end of this semester, but still I feel it. (in the meantime, school is still hell and I can't wait for it to be over!!
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So then after our discussion, which took place in the taco bell parking lot where I had left my coat during lunch with friends, I got back to school only to promptly lock my keys in the car. This is something I would normally beat myself up for, because it would piss off the ex that I was so irresponsible. Today it was just kind of funny, just yesterday I let the battery die by leaving the headlights on. I think I'm just going to give in to all my auto mishaps. The other day I asked my classmates how many of them had had to help me jump my car, and I swear only five people didn't raise their hands. In fact, I had to be jumped at school like the week before last or something. So whatever, I have Triple A and if locking my keys in my car is something I have to deal with on a regular basis, eh, who cares? At least things happen during my day.
<3 P
:Some kind of interruption is likely to upset the flow of your plans today, Leo. It is not your fault that this happens; a decision made elsewhere that you did not know about, or the weather, or other force of nature is behind this. It's likely to affect your relationships, and more specifically, your love life. You should be careful about clarity today: misunderstandings are more likely than usual. If there are important negotiations, meetings or presentations, try to put them off for a day or two so you can adjust the material.
Things have been intense on the romantic front, Leo, but you only need to change your mindset in order to see things change with romance as well. Whether you are single or attached, try to adopt a more confident attitude when you're presented with things that have been a bit scary for you for a while. This could be your opportunity to get over this fear factor and start on a new footing. You may even impress a noteworthy person in the process. Yes, there are some big changes for you ahead when it comes to romance, but do not fear them, rather, embrace them, as there is nothing but love on the horizon for your fiery side.
Now Me: (Yay me!)
WOW what a long day. Cat wards at school this morning = getting up at 5am = me very tired and cranky. Had radiology duty, which was good, but would have been better had I not been so tired. Had a calm discussion with the ex, had to make him realize that he didn't need to beat him self up for all of this. There's a lot that goes into the end of a relationship, and placing blame isn't fair. Done is done, no more back tracking, time to more forward. His part in my life, and my part in his, is closed. It was mostly good, but looking back I can see the things that lead to this and realize that love really is blind, you see only the good things and block the bad things until they're so bad they're all that you see. In hindsight, there many signs that we're clinging onto each other but weren't; totally happy. And that's ok. That's just fine. Our time together helped us both learn a lot about ourselves, and I think, I know, that we're both in stages of our lives where we need to focus on ourselves and making the most of our separate lives. And we're ready for it.
So no more of that. Well, there will be a little more when he mails me the rest of my things, Hopefully with no letters of explanation to throw my heart into a tizzy like the last time. I just want my stuff. There is nothing else that needs to be said and saying anything just prolongs the process. I'm sorry that I delayed things, back tracked things the way I did. But then again, I think this has given me more closure than I had before. It's over with no turning back, no more fantasies about maybe later. Just done. I'm ready to look forward to my future with new friends and good times. I feel a storm a coming, but it's a hurricane of happiness not a tornado of torment (I am such a dork!).It's like its just around the corner, which might not be until the end of this semester, but still I feel it. (in the meantime, school is still hell and I can't wait for it to be over!!
)So then after our discussion, which took place in the taco bell parking lot where I had left my coat during lunch with friends, I got back to school only to promptly lock my keys in the car. This is something I would normally beat myself up for, because it would piss off the ex that I was so irresponsible. Today it was just kind of funny, just yesterday I let the battery die by leaving the headlights on. I think I'm just going to give in to all my auto mishaps. The other day I asked my classmates how many of them had had to help me jump my car, and I swear only five people didn't raise their hands. In fact, I had to be jumped at school like the week before last or something. So whatever, I have Triple A and if locking my keys in my car is something I have to deal with on a regular basis, eh, who cares? At least things happen during my day.
<3 P