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Sunday Jan 31, 2010

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Sad about the past, comfortable about the present, hopeful for the future.

Trying to find some songs that make me feel good, or that just make me feel. I miss Pandora radio, but I can't really search through songs that way, so Its just up to me to try and remember what it is I want to hear. If you don't listen to any of the other songs I've posted in this very video heavy post, please watch the very last one.

Abba, Mamma Mia


In the past, I haven't been a big fan of Linkin Park, but I actually like this one
New Divide (Transformers 2 music video) I though I'd seen a better video for this song somewhere, but can't seem to find it
.

This song might be a little more appropriate than I think, I'm not sure.

I also may have romantic sighed a little over Eric Clapton.

This song always makes me feel upbeat and like I can take on whats thrown at me. Don't take offense, Can I make amends? Rip it up to shreds and let it go. Makes me feel like I can start trying to put the past where it belongs and look forward for my future.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVo69yUncow

I know that there is some slow love song that I want to hear, I just don't know what it is. I'm feeling a little on the weepy side despite the hope that I feel. I still feel so awful for everything, and knowing that there is nothing I can truly do to make amends for my offenses, is painful. But I made this bed. I guess it's up to me to lay in it and just make the best I can of it. i want to prove that I can make improvements to myself, even though I may not be doing it very well. I am so grateful for what has been given to me this weekend. Never again will I take love for granted. I know that life and relationships aren't easy, and I can't run from them when things get hard or uncomfortable or scary of painful. I have to face my troubles and make them known so that I can find solutions with the help of others. The good things in life have to outwiegh the bad, and for me I know that in this case they do, and will.





If I don't stop now, I'll just keep on adding and adding videos.

Found it. This is the the song that I wanted

<3

ponie:
This one too. I forgot how much I really liked Dido.
Jan 31, 2010

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