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Sunday Jan 31, 2010

Jan 31, 2010
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Horoscope via Facebook again:
You are in a period Leo where everything is coming up roses when it comes to romance, and this will bode well for you whether you are single or attached. Do things seem a little too right? too good? If so they probably are, but you don't want to become complacent because everything appears to be running perfectly. There are some romantic challenges just under the surface, and to keep things moving in the right direction you need to be ready to face these trials as soon as they spring up. Enjoy this time frame while it will last for you, but at the same time be aware of the fact that things are not always as they seem. Tread cautiously while you are having fun, as there may be some hidden issues that will come to light in the very near future.


Not too bad advice.

I've discovered that Xanax and two beers make the world a pretty happy place. I wasn't too thrilled about the idea of taking a pill, but my god when your nerves are as bad as mine have been for the last three months, i finally had to give in. Almost instantly my nerves went away with no druggy side effects. I was was able to think clamly and feel pretty peacfeul without struggleing with myself to stay calm the way I seem to have to do almost every day. It is soo dificult to control those feelings of panic all be myself, even though I know that they're realy just a figment of my imagination (for lack of anything else to call them), deep breathing doesn't help very well. I am going to a doctor and getting my own Rx A.S.A.P

I am trying to feel things out slowly and trying not to be heavy handed. It's hard for me to not be a pest LOL. But my heart feels a little lighter, an dI'm going to be as patient as it is possible for me to be.

I'm baby sitting my neices today. I should start at the begining, I ran down back Home-Home from school friday, made a pit stop that was so needed.It snowed and I got to experieance that with the man I love. Came to my parents yesterday after terrifying myself driving on the mostly wet but still icey roads. Then my brother and his fam stayed ith us in case his power went out, had fun but stayed up too late. my brother does shift work and can't go to bed early, which means I couldn't go to bed, I can't sleep when other people are up in the house esp watching TV. Then one of my girls was sick in the very early morning which woke me up of course. My brothers annoying cell phone alarm went off four times this morning! LOL So I was not in a very happy mood when I woke up. But coffee and a shower cleared things up, I gave teh girls a bath and brushed out thier hair. Now I'm feeling impatient and have cabin fever. Not to mention kids get a little old after awhile LOL. I love 'em, I do, but my god.

Going to try and make myself busy today, if that's at all possible.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

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