I am naming 2010 the Year of Introspection.
I don't beleive in resolutions, only change. Only change for the better.I know that we cannot simply say "I will, I am going to" and make it just happen. But I can try to keep it in mind, that I want to be a better person.
I will take these things that feel like they cannot be mended, the pain and hurt, the blame, the anger, all these bad emotions I feel towards myself and put out into the world to hurt other people, I will take them and release them and replace them with confidence and peace.
I will be calmer, kinder, more thoughtful, careful, gentle,
I will be fiercer, and harder, I will be stronger.
I will breath. I will breath I will breath I will breath.
I will stop allowing tiny inconveniences to feel like the end of the world.
When I am upset by whatever else is in my life, I will not take it out on the people I care about.
I will take a breath and think, I will use my head.
I will remember and cherish.
I will learn and grow.
I will move forward and be determined.
I will think about my actions.
I will plan.
I will take changes in stride, I will not panic.
I will stop working myself up into a frenzy when I'm scared.
I will use what I know, and believe in it.
I will trust myself.
I will trust others.
I will let someone hold my hand when I need it.
I will not force away kindnesses.
I will be weak.
I will give, and give, and give.
I will take what is given to me and use it carefully.
i will be grateful.
I will cry and I will pour my heart out. what use is it to me?
I will guard myself, but not too closely.
I will watch what I say.
I will relinquish power when I should, and take up leadership when it's necessary.
I will be responsible for myself.
I will be ready and prepared.
I will try harder at everything.
I will win, but I will be gracious.
I will loose, but I will be grateful for trying.
I will try not to take things for granted.
I will not take people for granted.
I will hold my memories close and never loose them.
I will laugh.
I will achieve.
I will be brave.
I will doubt.
I will have faith.
I will wait, and wait, and wait.
I will (try) to learn patience.
I will be there when I am needed.
I will simply be more than myself.
I will take quotes to heart as if they words written in stone to live by.
I will hope that it will be enough. And if it isn't, I will do more.
If it means I belong on another path, I will take it.
I don't beleive in resolutions, only change. Only change for the better.I know that we cannot simply say "I will, I am going to" and make it just happen. But I can try to keep it in mind, that I want to be a better person.
I will take these things that feel like they cannot be mended, the pain and hurt, the blame, the anger, all these bad emotions I feel towards myself and put out into the world to hurt other people, I will take them and release them and replace them with confidence and peace.
I will be calmer, kinder, more thoughtful, careful, gentle,
I will be fiercer, and harder, I will be stronger.
I will breath. I will breath I will breath I will breath.
I will stop allowing tiny inconveniences to feel like the end of the world.
When I am upset by whatever else is in my life, I will not take it out on the people I care about.
I will take a breath and think, I will use my head.
I will remember and cherish.
I will learn and grow.
I will move forward and be determined.
I will think about my actions.
I will plan.
I will take changes in stride, I will not panic.
I will stop working myself up into a frenzy when I'm scared.
I will use what I know, and believe in it.
I will trust myself.
I will trust others.
I will let someone hold my hand when I need it.
I will not force away kindnesses.
I will be weak.
I will give, and give, and give.
I will take what is given to me and use it carefully.
i will be grateful.
I will cry and I will pour my heart out. what use is it to me?
I will guard myself, but not too closely.
I will watch what I say.
I will relinquish power when I should, and take up leadership when it's necessary.
I will be responsible for myself.
I will be ready and prepared.
I will try harder at everything.
I will win, but I will be gracious.
I will loose, but I will be grateful for trying.
I will try not to take things for granted.
I will not take people for granted.
I will hold my memories close and never loose them.
I will laugh.
I will achieve.
I will be brave.
I will doubt.
I will have faith.
I will wait, and wait, and wait.
I will (try) to learn patience.
I will be there when I am needed.
I will simply be more than myself.
I will take quotes to heart as if they words written in stone to live by.
I will hope that it will be enough. And if it isn't, I will do more.
If it means I belong on another path, I will take it.