So I've been absent for a week because my laptop is on the FRITZ and is in the shop getting completely wiped clean. On my uncles computer now. Hmm catching up this far into the week is tough, the school week went pretty well, my first rotations, dentistry and surgical assisting went REALLY well and were a lot of fun. Surgery was slightly stressful because I was SO paranoid about contaminating the sterile field. I did all the anesthesia on the dentistry rotation and was quite proud of myself!
My first bovine experience was awesome and I cannot wait for large animal lab again tomorrow to get to do more with them 
Saturday I had a blast at Carolina Tiger Rescue doing the Saturday AM shift for the first time. I got to feed the animals and hang out with some great people.
Theeeennnn I drove the awful loney 2 and half hours back to what I call "home-home".
Saturday night was Girls Night with a group of amazing women (only one who I knew previously) and I had a fantastic time talking to them , making friends, getting advise. Really a wonderful group of women who made feel strong and empowered.
Sunday was an emotional roller coaster! I decided against speaking to my ex fiance, not because I wasn't desperate to see him, but because I WAS so desperate to see him. I love him deeply, but I know in my heart now is the time for us to be separate and for each of us to be working out our own individual lives. Seeing each other again, saying "I love you, but..." all the apologies, I miss you, etc etc would delay the process that both of us need to go through. Doing the right thing is not easy, I kept going back and forth. But I know I am a strong girl turning into a strong woman (ok I am getting a little silly now
) and I am heading in the right direction with my life. Perhaps one day true love will find it's way back. blah blah blah 
Its going to take a lot of time before I can feel this way all the time, instead of doubting myself when I get so lonely. But goddamn it I can and WILL do it!
Today I got to play with nieces some before driving back to "school - home". And I splurged on some things with some money my dad gave me (sorry Daddy! LOL ). I bought a Mario Bros game for my DS (since I got pretty silly games with it at x-mas), COFFEE for my french press (Starbucks Gold Coast), some hair products to help out with the straightening iron I bought myself after x-mas, eyeliner (which I rarely even wear), and some Choxie dark chocolate truffle key lime chocolate bars. YUMMY!
So tomorrow it's back to school and studying for tests and gettin' 'er done! (haha sorry!
)
Good night! <3
My first bovine experience was awesome and I cannot wait for large animal lab again tomorrow to get to do more with them
Saturday I had a blast at Carolina Tiger Rescue doing the Saturday AM shift for the first time. I got to feed the animals and hang out with some great people.
Theeeennnn I drove the awful loney 2 and half hours back to what I call "home-home".
Saturday night was Girls Night with a group of amazing women (only one who I knew previously) and I had a fantastic time talking to them , making friends, getting advise. Really a wonderful group of women who made feel strong and empowered.
Sunday was an emotional roller coaster! I decided against speaking to my ex fiance, not because I wasn't desperate to see him, but because I WAS so desperate to see him. I love him deeply, but I know in my heart now is the time for us to be separate and for each of us to be working out our own individual lives. Seeing each other again, saying "I love you, but..." all the apologies, I miss you, etc etc would delay the process that both of us need to go through. Doing the right thing is not easy, I kept going back and forth. But I know I am a strong girl turning into a strong woman (ok I am getting a little silly now
) and I am heading in the right direction with my life. Perhaps one day true love will find it's way back. blah blah blah Its going to take a lot of time before I can feel this way all the time, instead of doubting myself when I get so lonely. But goddamn it I can and WILL do it!
Today I got to play with nieces some before driving back to "school - home". And I splurged on some things with some money my dad gave me (sorry Daddy! LOL ). I bought a Mario Bros game for my DS (since I got pretty silly games with it at x-mas), COFFEE for my french press (Starbucks Gold Coast), some hair products to help out with the straightening iron I bought myself after x-mas, eyeliner (which I rarely even wear), and some Choxie dark chocolate truffle key lime chocolate bars. YUMMY!
So tomorrow it's back to school and studying for tests and gettin' 'er done! (haha sorry!
)
Good night! <3