ponie

ugh so I hit the breakdown stage last night after typing my last blog. So much for not being Moaning Myrtle eh? Today after classes I made myself remove his pictures and sweet nothings and put them away in a box. I don't think looking at them was really bothering, but still all the same I guess it's best not to have them out. Today was a little rough emotionally having to hear the condolences etc from my class mates after they found out. I think I may have been a little in denial the last week and now a smidge of depression is settling in.

1st day was pretty straight forward. Introductory lectures that sort of thing. Time to start studying though, yippee.


edit: My pandora station just played Jimmy Eat Worlds the Middle. Can I have that song play on loop over and over again in my head?