I am sick of myself. Sick of myself and everything I've done. I'm not allowed to contact you, does that I mean I can't even say I'm sorry? I was wrong. so horribly wrong. Being alone with myself is pretty hard to bear. It was different when when I was alone I could think of you warmly and know how easy it would be to...
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Went running in this freezing weather after school. Well sort of running, walk, jog, walk, jog. I nearly burst into flames when I got back to the house, which is kept at a toasty 66 degree F most of the time 
I never though I would ever think that 66 degrees was too warm.
I'm becoming obsessed with watching the big bang theory on you...
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I never though I would ever think that 66 degrees was too warm. I'm becoming obsessed with watching the big bang theory on you...
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ugh so I hit the breakdown stage last night after typing my last blog. So much for not being Moaning Myrtle eh? Today after classes I made myself remove his pictures and sweet nothings and put them away in a box. I don't think looking at them was really bothering, but still all the same I guess it's best not to have them out. Today...
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No resolutions just change. My new year mantra for 2010 and there has been so much change that my head is still spinning. I separated new years eve from my boyfriend/fiance of (officially) 4 years. I barely know how I even feel about, my emotions have become a bit bipolar. during the days when I'm busy and with people I feel strong and confident and...
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westy:
Good luck with the course and welcome back. Nice to see you doing so well on the horse riding front. Marking time on all things equine here but making inquiries about endurance riding in the West Yorkshire area.
ponie:
wow endurance riding sounds fun!
Keeping this short and sweet:
Horse show Saturday: Clover went lame
but it's probably fixable by the farrier so I showed another of the lesson horses and won second places in both classes I went in, which were just walk trot hunters (in my dressage saddle). Yay!
CPT today: got trained on Level 2s today, which are the small cats: Ocelots, Servals, and Caracals. with...
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Horse show Saturday: Clover went lame
but it's probably fixable by the farrier so I showed another of the lesson horses and won second places in both classes I went in, which were just walk trot hunters (in my dressage saddle). Yay!CPT today: got trained on Level 2s today, which are the small cats: Ocelots, Servals, and Caracals. with...
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kildueces:
I recnetly bought a Myazaki Collection..Got like 12-15 movies for 7 bucks lol..YAY Black Market Iraq!!! I have all the ones you mentioned and the ones you are looking for..I suggest you looking for Nausica, I think thats the Title..Great Miyazaki movie... I am actually thinking that down teh line ima get a sleeve dedicated to Myazaki lol YAY ME...
If you REALLY REALLY REALLY want I can get you the collectiona nd send it to you...as a GREAT JOB LEARNING GIft...you jsut really have to wnat it..its a lot of shit to send mail out here!! Lemme know!
If you REALLY REALLY REALLY want I can get you the collectiona nd send it to you...as a GREAT JOB LEARNING GIft...you jsut really have to wnat it..its a lot of shit to send mail out here!! Lemme know!
ponie:
WOW seven dollars? Thats crazy! A Miyazaki sleeve would rock. Now I'm not going to make requests for movies from our awesome soldiers overseas, but I have to say I think I would wind up becoming your best friend for life! Do you have a paypal thing set up so I could send you the money for the movies and shipping?
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misfit82:
yeah, I want to play with your cats...
danger_diabolik:
Your cats are adorable! One of them (the black one) reminds me of my black manx cat. 
Holy cow I've been busy and tired, and busy and tired. 
Clover and I have finally hit a little breakthrough in our lessons together and are now cantering! WOOT! We rock. Horse show this Saturday and next Sunday.
Anesthesia is going well, but I'm still very nervous about it. Next week we begin doing dental cleanings on the dogs while they're sedated. Anesthesia and Dentistry...
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Clover and I have finally hit a little breakthrough in our lessons together and are now cantering! WOOT! We rock. Horse show this Saturday and next Sunday.
Anesthesia is going well, but I'm still very nervous about it. Next week we begin doing dental cleanings on the dogs while they're sedated. Anesthesia and Dentistry...
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kildueces:
Wow love thats awesome your moving so fast. I like the fact things are still confusing and fifficult it makes me work harder to maek sure everything is right and prevents me form missing something lol. Anyway Good luck at the competition!!
ponie:
Thank you! I think I'm finally feeling calmer about the fast pace and more confident that I really can handle it, as long as I keep telling myself that! LOL
Tomorrow is the big day! Real anesthesia on real animals. Wish me luck!
Also, I'm looking for 100% wool sweaters, burlap bags, linen whatevers, and tin cans that have the label printed directly on the can, not as a paper label. Art projects in the works, need materials!! Let me know if you have anything that would be useful!
Also, I'm looking for 100% wool sweaters, burlap bags, linen whatevers, and tin cans that have the label printed directly on the can, not as a paper label. Art projects in the works, need materials!! Let me know if you have anything that would be useful!
kildueces:
Good luck!! I put my first patient under conscious sedation about 3 months ago and BOY was i nervous. Mine was a 180lb Soldier with a Wound that needed repacking in a very painful site. Luckily it would only take a few minutes so i ddint ahve to push too much!! Yay for drunken side effects!! He started Flirting with all teh women Officers in the room which would have normally gotten him in big trouble but luckily he could blame it on the High! lol
ponie:
Haha! that's hilarious. I'm glad my patients can't speak!
LOONG weekend, Long week already and it's only Tuesday!!
I'm taking time out of studying to post a little blog to catch up.
Lets see.. Had a great little party Friday night with some friends from school, good way to relax, booze, pot, and boobs. My favorite.
The next morning I found a pit bull in the road on my way home and he jumped...
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I'm taking time out of studying to post a little blog to catch up.
Lets see.. Had a great little party Friday night with some friends from school, good way to relax, booze, pot, and boobs. My favorite.
The next morning I found a pit bull in the road on my way home and he jumped...
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aphrodite876:
Good to get a break. Kick ass on your test !
!Shout out to all the assholes in the world who think it's cool to tell lies about people to ruin their reputations: FUCK YOU, what did I ever do? I mean honestly? Was I rude to you? Did I say something that pissed you off? Do you just not like me? Then just say so instead of going to superiors with made up stories. Now...
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kildueces:
p.s. I love confrontation. If they want my address let me know. We can 'talk' about it
westy:
Good luck.
WOOT!! It's Thursday!! Why is Thursday exciting? Friday is tomorrow!! And also because I seem to have alot of energy tonight which is nice. And whats so great about Friday? Well DUH! Test in the morning (ok THAT is not exciting.. Pharmacology) but then we're having a Pizza Party meet and greet with the new first year students YUM! and hopefully I will FINALLY get...
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kildueces:
lol luved it all...esp the tostinos part