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Reg. Horoscope
An opportunity could arrive in the oddest way for you today, Leo. There is a clear sign of change and new beginnings, while there is a planetary combination that shows fortunate revelations, and the removal of burdens: it looks almost as if something or someone that has been holding you back in a subtle or hidden way is about to be removed from...
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My facebook love horoscope for today:

Right now your practical matters are taking more precedence than your romantic matters, Leo, and this may be irritating you a little bit today. You are finding that there are people in authority that are enforcing rules that may be impeding your romantic affairs. This is the case where sometimes in life yes, our practical matters must be attended...
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I am naming 2010 the Year of Introspection.

I don't beleive in resolutions, only change. Only change for the better.I know that we cannot simply say "I will, I am going to" and make it just happen. But I can try to keep it in mind, that I want to be a better person.

I will take these things that feel like they cannot be...
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12 POUNDS! If I could caps lock numbers I would! I've freaking lost *12* pounds, in like what 3 weeks? Holy crap! Some people might be happy about that, but when you only weighed 113# to begin with, getting down to 101.4# is NOT COOL! How am I supposed to give blood now if I can't pack on at LEAST 9 more pounds before the...
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No matter how confident I try to be, this whole broken heart thing is hell. I had a tough dream about him the night before last, we were together somewhere but it was tense. last nights dream was so pleasant, i met him again at party for a mutual friends wedding, and we just naturally fell back together. today is going to be a very...
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You cannot know another person until you know yourself. You cannot sort out your life with another person until you have sorted out your lives separately. I guess that was the gist of it (like the point right? sorry, inside joke.) I am holding the hope, or the delusion (I hope not), that once we have both gotten through this transition in our individual lives...
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I'm going to have an huge conniption fit because my fucking mouse has these stupid little back and forth buttons on the sides which just made me accidentally delete a very long and introspective blog that was really helping me. and even though I wrote it, I needed to be able to re-read it and use it for future reference to help stabilize me in...
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I AM SO SICK OF MAKING SACRIFICES FOR THIS FUCKING SCHOOL!!!!

So I've been absent for a week because my laptop is on the FRITZ and is in the shop getting completely wiped clean. On my uncles computer now. Hmm catching up this far into the week is tough, the school week went pretty well, my first rotations, dentistry and surgical assisting went REALLY well and were a lot of fun. Surgery was slightly stressful because...
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ugh the physical manifestations of emotional pain are not fun. dry heaving (randomly, not even just when I'm upset), running the bathroom, barely able to eat more than once a day. just ugh.

In the meanwhile I had my first Clinical Rotation today in dentistry. I did all of the anesthesia and It went really well. I'm very excited that I pulled it off with...
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Just the fact that I am typing yet again tells you what a long day I've had. And that there haven't been enough people on messenger or face book to chat with tonight. I am a bit calmer than I was earlier today, trying to breath and to remember to smile. I need to remember not to push things and back off. Sometimes taking a...
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