pomeroy

Is 23 old??? I'd like to think not. Growing up is fucking crazy! I see where I am at in life and wonder is this what it is all about? I remember when I was a kid and my imagination could entertain me for hours. Imagination now a day seems to be more of a hindrance than an escape. Seeing death and destruction first hand and experiencing loss and sorrow really throw such a jaded and cynical wrench in the spokes. It's like constantly balancing on that fine line before going over the handlebars face first into the pavement. I find myself somewhat content with things. I have a great career, money to spend and time to enjoy it. My parents and I are supper close and I have good friends. I think what I need now is something new and exciting or maybe that something is really somebody. I haven't had a "girlfriend" in like 2yrs now. I think the main reasoning for that is I really didn't want one. Don't get me wrong... I have had plenty of opportunities just not at an opportune time in my life. I think that it was mostly do to the fact that I had some maturing and soul searching to do. Now I find myself with a good idea about what I want and need out of this short time while I'm here. I heard a quote from somewhere that goes:

"Life is often much easier in the company of modest hopes, but much more flavorful chasing sweet dreams."

I don't know where that is from but it provides enough reason not to give into contentment.

Listening to: Jack Johnson- Drink the water.

-Peace