polygirlaz

Just thoughts

Its never easy to write the words
To tell you how I feel
To show you my love
But I try
I walk down the hall towards our room and flick the switch on the wall to avoid the darkness
You are not there but I can see the imprint of you in the bed from where you laid the night before
I dropped you off at the airport this morning and kissed you goodbye
You pressed your lips to my forehead and told me to be good you would be back soon
I knew that was a lie but I told myself to believe it
You told me loved me and then were gone.
I fluff the pillows on the bed now trying to erase the memory but the night before floods me with happiness.
I lay down in the spot where you held me and slip my fingers into my panties wishing they were yours
As I close my eyes I can smell you and I feel whole complete in fact
It is all I can do to contain myself
I imagine you are whispering in my ear and you say cum for me let it out
As I do my body spasms and I begin to cry
A flood of tears and love escape my body
I shower and wait by the phone for you to call that you have arrived home
Home in my arms Home in my heart
No home with someone else

Yours M

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