polygirlaz

I couldnt expect things to be perfect forever. Lucas and I split today. It was bound to happen one way or the other. We just werent happy . As hard as we both tried it was destined to end. So it did. I could be sad and in some ways I am , in other ways I am angry. Angry at him and angry at myself for letting it go on this long.We're better as friends. Really we are . Honestly other than sex our interest are way different. I wish him the best and will probably take a couple of days to heal but honestly I should thank him. He helped me with so many things when we were together it has really made me a better person. It has even made me see whom I want to be with . Someone that understands that sometimes a girl just wants to talk. A girl wants to be held, be pampered a bit ( no no not like a princess but the little things like a warm bath or her hair brushed. ). Things will get better. I have the Zac and he loves me . He treats me so well that I want to jump up and down and scream I love you .
Wait Ive dont that already.
Love
Cheri