polygirlaz

The interview went well from what I can tell. They have some more interviews to do and then I will find out next week about a follow up interview. Filed the unemployment so Im dealing with that craziness. Havent heard anything about the phone sex thing, boo that sucks. Been trying to take care of myself emotionally by doing a little yoga, journaling, and just relaxing in general . Went over and saw the boy on Tuesday drank way too much and had to have him drive me home. You ask yourself why didnt you just stay over and I almost did but I opened my big mouth. There we were lying in each others arms almost asleep and I asked . I couldnt have just let it happen I had to push. This is so stupid. Things will get better I have faith. He has promised me some wax play on this coming up Tuesday and I take that as a step in the right direction for its much more intense then what we are doing now. Bought him Stranger in a strange land for V-day . People keep on telling him he should read it now he will own it no excuse. Went to the hot springs yesterday so needed that . Yeah yeah Im a hippie but Im a clean hippie so its ok. Getting ready to go to Estrella war today yeah fun. This will be the first year I sleep alone. I have my own tent and the hubby is staying in a tent with the girlfriend. Think positive.
Love Cheri