polygirlaz

I have hope. Keep smiling I tell myself , keep your head up things will get better. Went to the boys house last night . Hung out for a while , watched the Vampire Diaries.He held me for a bit and was extra affectionate which was quite confusing. I kept wondering what kept him from kissing me or other things but I knew the truth. We have to build our relationship again. He tells me he loves me I just miss the passion . I am sure I will get over it. Just takes time. To know I can not sleep in his arms at night is what hurts the most. This too shall pass. Its not like we dont talk to each other. We are trying to date , get to know each other outside of this thing called intimacy. I am usually such a sexual person and this is why I am not dealing with this too well. I turn the radio when I hear a romantic song that reminds me of him and makes me want to call ( resist I say). I almost cried at the eye doctor today for he helped pick out the frames. Emotion sucks ass.


I love this song it makes me smile.



Love
Cheri