polygirlaz

Please God take away this pain in my heart. These tears are just too much . I dont sleep all I think about is him . I want him to hold me and tell me he still wants to press his lips to mine. I need his caress so much I feel like I am empty. I will be going to his house tomorrow and I want to scream is how could you do this to me. You want us to build trust I trusted you not to hurt me. I trusted you with my heart , with my soul with all that was me and you betrayed this thing called me. My ex is coming over today to hang out, he understands I was a bottom to Sir for I was one to him at one point . I told him I could not do anything with him for I would feel guilty . I was sorry I pushed him away and that I need to stop doing that to people in my life. Why does this hurt so much , why did I let him do this to me. I am usually such a strong person . How could I be so dumb I surrended everything and I want it back.

Love
Cheri