polygirlaz

Its official Im in love or lust of just turned into a teenager. I spend the day texting him like a mad person and every one I get back makes me smile. He calls me beautiful which I still dont understand. I dont see it but isnt that typical of every woman nowadays. We've become obsessed with todays idea of beauty that when someone actually tells us different we refuse to see it. Our schedules are completely different but we can make it work. It makes it better in the since I can spend the weekend with Ken and spend the week with him . Mind you I work during the week but I dont care. Going to a party this weekend and I have no idea what to wear. I suppose I could go naked with a smile which is bound to happen anyway. He is far from a swinger and has expressed to me he doenst know how he will react knowing I am with another. Must try to behave myself this weekend. I do care for him and dont want to ruin this , whatever this is that we have. He said the most amazing thing to me last night. I am not there at his house but his blankets still smell like me , he can hold them and its like Im still there. Sweet or obsession I dont know but I like it. Made me smile for the rest of the evening. Im off to the store for now. Will try to take pics today . I know I know full of promises.

Love
Cheri