polygirlaz

I know I know I havent been on in forever. I have not forgotten you and your kind words. The way you made me smile , kiss andove with wild abandon . I have been moving this past week and things have been quite chaotic . It took three days to get all our belongs to the new place. A two bedroom apt stuffed into what in essense is studio like. Surprising enough it has not been that bad. I have learned that material possesions are not what they really are but what you make them out to be. I do not feel the need to fill my life with mass emptiness which is what this possesions have become for me . I look at some of them and ask why did I buy you . Was it out of need , want , or pure emotion the later being the trueist of them all. I finally drove the Bel Air
this weekend , that was an experience . I kept singing the lowrider song cracking up the husband . Oh come on you know Im a big goof. I have decided I must start painting again , read more, write more and do some real soul searching. The Chica has been sleeping with me every night and makes it easier to be away from the husband during the week. I say I dont miss him that much but thats really a lie. I miss being able to come home and talk to him about my day . To sit there and watch our favorite shows togther. I even miss believe it or not his snoring as much as it kept me up most nights. I say this cherish the little things in life for they
are what makes every waking breath worth it. I love you and will see you soon my lovely .
Kisses
Cheri