Okay, here is a real blog posting. Would love to get a womans point of view on this situation. It left me quite hurting and confused, and well hey, its easier opening up in a way when no one knows me 
I relocated for the summer to Canada for a summer work project, as the sole American here with 3 other Canadians who all all live in this city. t Anyways, after a couple of weeks, there began to be this attraction/sexual tension with this female copilot here, and everyone else seemed to pick up on it first, even before I did. Even people who were not coworkers but had been around us told me "You two are going to hook up by the end of the summer"
I was quite attracted to her, but had not done anything about it, because this job was so busy, that I felt it could cause big problems if something went awry since we were working around each other EVERY day, and were doing long long days. But she got a job offer someplace else, which I was happy about, because I felt I could now do something about my attraction.
So anyways, we were texting and decided to get together and make dinner. I was hoping something would happen, we were connecting so great in a way that we had not before, since we were away from work. She even admitted having asked others about me too. We went out for drinks, the connection continuing to build, and we ended up making out right there at the bar. And we decided to see each other, until I go back home in mid-Sept, maybe even her driving back home with me at the end with some camping, and possibly going to Burning Man together next year.
Afterwards, we go back to her place, kiss some more, but sleep seperately, which she had mentioned earlier, and I was fine with, although of course hoping she would decide otherwise.
In the morning I make breakfast, and we lets me know that nothing will be happening other than hanging out, nothing more than friends, since I am leaving in Sept, so she does not want to date, since it cant be serious..
GRRRR, I really like her, and even if it was not going to last past september, I was fine with that. I prefer to live in the moment, and I would rather have 8 wonderful weeks with someone, than none at all. For weeks, I had been desiring her but keeping it under wraps, and apparently she had liked me too. But to then just say that nothing that was said the night before counted, hurt. She even ordered up drinks to celebrate our first kiss while we were at the bar, and I really thought this was going to be something wonderful.
I will be fine, the heart hurts, but I am alive. I will just have to console myself but looking at more beautiful and interesting women here
I relocated for the summer to Canada for a summer work project, as the sole American here with 3 other Canadians who all all live in this city. t Anyways, after a couple of weeks, there began to be this attraction/sexual tension with this female copilot here, and everyone else seemed to pick up on it first, even before I did. Even people who were not coworkers but had been around us told me "You two are going to hook up by the end of the summer"
I was quite attracted to her, but had not done anything about it, because this job was so busy, that I felt it could cause big problems if something went awry since we were working around each other EVERY day, and were doing long long days. But she got a job offer someplace else, which I was happy about, because I felt I could now do something about my attraction.
So anyways, we were texting and decided to get together and make dinner. I was hoping something would happen, we were connecting so great in a way that we had not before, since we were away from work. She even admitted having asked others about me too. We went out for drinks, the connection continuing to build, and we ended up making out right there at the bar. And we decided to see each other, until I go back home in mid-Sept, maybe even her driving back home with me at the end with some camping, and possibly going to Burning Man together next year.
Afterwards, we go back to her place, kiss some more, but sleep seperately, which she had mentioned earlier, and I was fine with, although of course hoping she would decide otherwise.
In the morning I make breakfast, and we lets me know that nothing will be happening other than hanging out, nothing more than friends, since I am leaving in Sept, so she does not want to date, since it cant be serious..
GRRRR, I really like her, and even if it was not going to last past september, I was fine with that. I prefer to live in the moment, and I would rather have 8 wonderful weeks with someone, than none at all. For weeks, I had been desiring her but keeping it under wraps, and apparently she had liked me too. But to then just say that nothing that was said the night before counted, hurt. She even ordered up drinks to celebrate our first kiss while we were at the bar, and I really thought this was going to be something wonderful.
I will be fine, the heart hurts, but I am alive. I will just have to console myself but looking at more beautiful and interesting women here
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