pollythundercat

I'll start by saying a big FUCK YOU. Fuck you and all your bullshit.

This website has made possible what was the best trip I've ever had in my life, during which I met amazing people who became friends and who I cared for.
So, where's everyone now?
I've deleted a bunch of those people from my friend's list because, after I left, they never talked to me again. I've heard the excuse of 'having a life' to justify such behavior, and I know a few of you REALLY have lives and are not here all the time, and still manage to say hi when you are. But guess what?! I, TOO, have a life, I too am busy as fuck. How do I manage? I'm not asking for news flashes everyday. But, WTF. I haven't heard from some of these people since I left...THAT'S OVER A YEAR AGO!
I've tried to keep in touch with a few who were my closest friends during the trip. The only person I met during that time and I still talk to regularly is Sandwich3030 - that includes people I got drunk, sang, hooked up, laughed, cried, lived, partied, shared myself with.
I have a fucking hard time letting go of shit like that - my own fault, right?! But anyways, FUCK YOU. Really. For playing me like that and taking my fucking dedication, feelings and friendship for granted.
Call it selfish, but if you think I'm being unfair, say something. Convince me otherwise.

I left most of my groups, including PSW. I no longer felt welcome there, and it was the only group I was still "active" on...I hadn't commented there in forever, but still. Fuck it. Fuck this. Wanna keep in touch after March regardless of having met me or not? Send me a message here, I'll give you my e-mail address.

So there, thanks for making me feel like an idiot. Living and learning. Awesome.