pollythundercat

I talked to my shrink about my friend.
She said she's evil and that I should drop her. I don't hold her up as I used to anymore, things will never be the same. And she hasnt talked to me since the argument.

I believe I am better off. Thank you for all the comments.
I feel so dry inside, I cant even cry about it.

Also, I wanna say that to all those friends who are abroad - distance should not make friends grow apart - if we were still in the ages where we had to write letters and they took months to arrive at their destination, then maybe yes. You got your life, yes I am well aware, and I got mine too, but I still tried. I gave up on writing to most of you because I feel you've given up on it as well. Some of you might not like what I'm saying either, but I had to get it out. Feel free to correct me if you think Im not being fair.

I might give myself a trip to this place for my birthday, since I deserve a break and I think this might be my worse birthday yet:



A city called Vitoria, 2 states south of Sao Paulo.....I gave myself until tomorrow to decide.

Alright, I don't feel like writing any more today.
Love you, thank you for sticking around.

xoxo