pollythundercat

So I was gonna take some new pictures, but my batteries are dead. I havent taken any in a while...
All I got for now is this very non-flattering picture with my friend Isabela at her bday party yesterday:



I'll have some more later. I think. If I dont go grey somehow.

So, I feel somewhat better. I'm trying not to get anxiety attacks from thinking how much money I'm gonna have to come up with for all the repair plastic surgeries I'll have to get. That means no visits to the US for a while....which breaks my heart, especially bc i miss my sister and her kids SO fucking much. Plus all my friends.....*sigh*
I feel very lonely though. I'm trying to figure out why I never had a real boyfriend. I think I must be doing something wrong, and I wanna figure it out now bc I'm turning 25 next month and I feel like not being single for once. Having someone that cares for me that way would be great right now. I want a guy like Jim from the office.

So, I'm upset bc there are 3 concerts I wanna go to, and 2 of them cost a fuckload....

Seal - March 25, 26 - Cheapest ticket $200 (about 120 dollars) (I FUCKING LOVE SEAL, DUDE!!!! I am so fucking bummed!)
Ozzy Osbourne with Korn and Black Label Society (most tickets are already sold out) - April 5 - $240 (about 150 dollars)
Maquinaria Fest w/ Biohazard, Misfits, and Suicidal Tendencies - May 17 - $80 (first batch - about 30 dollars)

Plus there are rumors that Justin Timberlake is coming to Brazil in May. FUCK MEEEE!
Urrrrrr!!!!

So yeah, I dont think I have anything else to say.....oh, Im getting my hair done tomorrow, that should gimme a little boost....

Miss you all. Sorry I've been so absent.....

Muah!
♥