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pollythundercat

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Friday Feb 15, 2008

Feb 15, 2008
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So I was diagnosed with depression today and told I need to start taking anti-depressants as soon as possible.
I was also told that I'm only starting to face reality now - that I used to hide from everything and block all my feelings with my weight - and that I feel alone.
And she is right.

Not the worst case, but I'm disappointed in myself - and I feel the weakest I've ever felt, and I need help to drag myself out of this.

Sorry to be such a downer, but I had to write about this somewhere.
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lielock:
I dunno I think you sort of knew you were right? I guess because it was never a huge shocker when they told me I was bipolar among other things I think I would be more shocked if they told me you are a-ok.
Meds are alot to deal with though. Do your research just like you would anything else. But always remember one thing that works with someone else might not work the same with you. Also....pay attention to yourself...if something doesn't feel right let someone know.
I don't know how I feel about facing reality.....I am in a fantasy world if I faced my own reality I wouldn't exist. I suppose with some issues you have to come to terms with but don't hover over a problem for to long..I dunno am not the right person to shell out mental health advice but I love you and I want you to be happy and I hope you get happy really soon...and learn to love yourself as much as everyone else loves you. kiss
Feb 17, 2008
psychofilly:
maybe being diagnosed is a good thing for you right now... at least you don't have to walk around thinking your going crazy and feeling shitty not knowing what's wrong with you. this could be the begining of facing what's going on and dealing/nipping it in the butt!
you're a beautifull girls with tons of spunk. just look at all the comment from people on SG. we support you in all this hun!
Feb 19, 2008

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