pollythundercat

This is how I feel, right now:
I rarely feel bad for being alone. However, tonight I wish I had someone to look after me.
I'm tired of cheap feelings towards me that make me feel diminished. I'm tired of no real feelings towards me.
I'm tired of emotionless involvement.
It sucks.

Right now, I feel lonely. In every aspect of my social life. A few good thoughts and memories help. I'm able to smile a bit. Then I remember everyone is so far....

But this too shall pass. Optimism is my name (seriously, that's sorta what Pollyana means), and I'll be fine in a few.
Maybe it's just PMS. I'd rather think so.

[/SAPPINESS]

Oh yeah...and that's my wrist alright.

If u took the time to read, I thank u. Gloomy posts aren't very interesting, I know...


On a brighter note...Justaboy, thank u for coming back. And for all the sweetness last night. I ♥ u...

Chat is an instant remedy. Too bad no one is there tonight.


And never forget that you guys are always important to me, even when im feeling meehhhh......
Much much love always,

Polly


Edited to say that chat is INDEED a remedy....I had good laughs and good fun last night, and I wanna thank everyone there for making me feel better....muah!