pollythundercat

Hope the new layout doesnt fuck me up....

So work has officially worn me out. To the point where I can't even arrange to see the 2 or 3 friends I have left. I had to cancel some stuff I planned for the weekend bc of last minute work. At least I got to take my best friend to dinner - a night that had a rough start, but everything turned alright in the end.
I feel I'm getting so distant from my real self - or at least the "self" I thought I was...This makes me very sad. Maybe I'm not who I thought I was after all....
You know what keeps me going though? The fact that I have a shot at going and seeing you guys in Vegas. I can only hope my effort pulls through....

Ok, if you guys love me, you are gonna listen to this...and pay attention to the lyrics...this is EXACTLY how I feel right now (so know there's still a lil bit of hope left):


(if this doesn't work, here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Oj0Nu7cDTc)

Seriously, do listen and think of me....even if you hate me, or the band, or the song....c'mon, be nice!

Im officially not looking forward to xmas. U guys have no idea how sad that makes me, cause I love xmas. But I know I'm gonna be working too much till then, and my best friend has not said a thing about it either, so I'm like..meh...
The only thing I have to look forward to is the fact I'm getting a couple of cards from some of u...that makes me really happy. I put my wishlist back up, someone in chat asked me to, don't remember who tho, well it's there, but not for long. 'Tis the season...

So here are some pictures of me with plastic pink lips (I know, it looks red...but its hot hot pink). I think they came out ok, so here u go:

I wanna congratulate SterlingRose for making the Derby!!! You go girl!

So ok, now be nice and help this girl cheer up a lil, ok?
♥,
Polly