pollythundercat

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Done.....and it hurt!

I'm so tired. Tired of a lot of things. Tired from work...I guess I'm gonna sleep loads tonight.

I have to get something off my chest....hope this doesn't sound too harsh....or depressing.

This is a hot naked chicks website, right? Right...that relates to sex, right? Yeah. And sex is a good good thing...Luckly for me, I've always been friends with men more than with women. I know how to deal with casual sex, friend sex, that kind of no strings attached stuff...and it's cool. I like it.
However, sex is easy to find....and honestly, as much as I would love to be 'sexually active' right now, it's not really what i wish i had. It seems there's too many ppl looking only for sex here, which is fine. As i said, i like sex, casual, feelingless, raw sex. I do. But it just wears me out over time...I guess it's not really what I think I deserve. As "emo" as it may sound, I want someone to care for, to goof off and be myself with, and to watch my back and care for me the way friends just cant do. Someone to sweep me off my feet...someone who takes me seriously. Oh man....the clichs...they can be the most painful.

One can be alone for so long.



On a brighter note...wow, 15 comments? That's like my record! lol...I feel so embraced haha...Hope u guys keep it up....it makes me feel important =)

Ok, enough for today. Not a very bright day after all (Apart from the fact I got really good compliments by my boss today. That made me feel like....I have some sort of purpose. =])

xoxox