I still feel like a freggin' idiot. But it's fine, I'm dealing with it well I guess.
I just wanna mention all the lovely ppl I met here this week =)
And the thread that got to me the most on PSW - "Does your size make you depressed?"
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Answer? Yes it does. Specially in a country like Brazil. Women are supposed to be small, stereotyped by the whole world as sun-tanned boob-hanging carnaval godesses, and there's Gisele Bundchen! Which is not what bothers me. There's no social or commercial respect for plus sized people, specially women. I wanna kill myself whenever I have to buy lingerie, or something as simple as a pair of plain jeans. It's impossible. Everything is beyond tasteless, and ugly, AND expensive. It makes it really hard for someone to feel comfortable the way they are, when they have to dress as an old lady.
All pairs of pants I have were bought outside of Brazil - on my last 2 trips to NYC. My last trip was almost a year ago...when these pants rip apart, I'll be pantless! And that's not a very nice sight.
I feel like drinking this weekend. I do. But I'm so lazy to get out of the house. I don't even know if I'm gonna have energy to do so.
Hopefully I find some energy, and go and wild out. Hehe! I can get crazy when I'm drunk.
Well, I guess that's enough for today.
Be well, people =)
Muuuah
Pq vc n compra pano e manda fazer roupa pra vc?
EH bem mais legal, pq ngm vai ter nda igual o seu
pensa nisso