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Life Laundry and Letting Go

It's been almost 4 months now since I learnt that the love of my life didn't feel the same way. There's been many stages since then, but it's only now reached the one whereby his last remaining possessions are collected from the house and that I am supposed to cease contact. It's tough to realise that so much care has...
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Priceless Time at Primrose Hill

Having moved a year ago to Warwickshire for a relationship, which has since been removed and taken with it many of the local friendships I had made, I am now limited to planning my weekends to take me to the places where my friends can be found. This month's financial constraints left my social prospects in tatters; and the thought...
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Wonderment of Watching Myself Cope

It's been my toughest year; I've lost love and the life I had around it. It's not been easy. I think what keeps me going is the wonderment of surprise and the intrigue of watching myself cope with something i wouldn't have ever considered i could. At each hurdle i provide myself with enough inspiration from my own survival, that...
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In My Blog-Incarnation This is My Beginning

I'm not sure I believe in beginnings per se. As I see it, a beginning is the end of the unknown. Thus in my blog-incarnation this is my beginning, you join me here, today. The past matters only when it is relevant to the present; at which point countless stories will be told. The Kill Bills of the...
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