so i've been depressed. done a lot of useless drinking and sleeping. i like sleep, it doesnt take much effort, and it doesnt involve thinking in any way. went to bed at 2 last night ( this morning) feeling so nice. the bed just felt so comfortable and inviting i couldnt help but feel good about it. good news, my girlfriend is coming back from up north today. wouldnt mind seeing her. In fact, i never mind seeing her. she's quite pretty. two days ago my eye decided to swell up like a balloon, not sure why. I'm off to work to try and find subs for the gymnastic classes i cant teach since i'll be starting school soon. I dont really want to go to school. so i've been depressed.
metricoclock:
where are you going off to school at?? Cheer up 
going off to college turns out to be a very fun experience, i know my life has definently change a good deal since i've been off to college and for the better
going off to college turns out to be a very fun experience, i know my life has definently change a good deal since i've been off to college and for the better 
polgarae:
i am going off to albion college. Its a rather small liberal arts college, but i am happy to be studying journalism there. I am feeling better by the way, just needed to get past the realisation that i wont see the people in my home town that made my home town so bearable. But now excited to have my own place.