i am resolute: i have to grow up.
v. depressing telephone conversation last night with my boy (boyfriend type, all the love, but no sex) where he told me how worried he was about me. anybody else and i would have told them to shove it up their asses. but this man is different. i would cover myself in bees if he wanted me to....
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v. depressing telephone conversation last night with my boy (boyfriend type, all the love, but no sex) where he told me how worried he was about me. anybody else and i would have told them to shove it up their asses. but this man is different. i would cover myself in bees if he wanted me to....
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oh, what a night.
stood up by my girl. stood up by my guy.
sat here chain smoking, drinking some jack, and watching crappy love stories on the television.
i'm so pathetic.
stood up by my girl. stood up by my guy.
sat here chain smoking, drinking some jack, and watching crappy love stories on the television.
i'm so pathetic.
bkwill:
hey girl.......giving you a hug............
peace
peace
i'm planning a vacation to the bahamas!
i got these free airline tickets for joining a travel club, and also a bulk discount on cruise packages.
i really need a vacation. i just need to find somebody to go with me.
i got these free airline tickets for joining a travel club, and also a bulk discount on cruise packages.
i really need a vacation. i just need to find somebody to go with me.
bkwill:
Take Me Take Me Take Me Take Me Take Me Take ME!!!!1
*deep exhale*
caddok:
What's wrong? Was that an "I'm stressed" or a "Wow, it's over" exhale?
-c
-c
bkwill:
I'm sill waiting to take a good look at you. Thanks for the support, why don't come out here and cheer me up!!!
god. last night.
we went to soho for our usual "drink heavily and hook up with our bartenders" mantra. but it didn't exactly turn out that way. they're making our drinks extra strong for us these days, and they get cheaper every day. which is always a bad thing for a woman so easily seduced by an appletini.
5 drinks, and a pack of cigarettes...
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we went to soho for our usual "drink heavily and hook up with our bartenders" mantra. but it didn't exactly turn out that way. they're making our drinks extra strong for us these days, and they get cheaper every day. which is always a bad thing for a woman so easily seduced by an appletini.
5 drinks, and a pack of cigarettes...
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gstrife:
lol sounds like a blast...i spent the day working and...well yeah, thats about it...oh saw an ex with her new boy, that felt real good... *sniffle*
bkwill:
Damn some one has been busy, hope your not sore.....hee hee..just kidding. Anyhow I've decided to take you up on your offer and your more then welcome to move to NYC and deal with this Blizzard. I'm ready for the snow to go away now.
Anyhow I wanted to say hi to you, I'm waiting for our next chat.
Anyhow I wanted to say hi to you, I'm waiting for our next chat.
a 12 day work week ahead.
i really put it upon myself. i'm a greedy money-hungry-selfish-workaholic. having a day off is torture. i hate feeling idle. i also hate the feeling of being alone all the time, so i emerse myself into 12 hour work days, come home exhausted, and turn off my phone.
it's dark outside now. i got off work at 1am last...
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i really put it upon myself. i'm a greedy money-hungry-selfish-workaholic. having a day off is torture. i hate feeling idle. i also hate the feeling of being alone all the time, so i emerse myself into 12 hour work days, come home exhausted, and turn off my phone.
it's dark outside now. i got off work at 1am last...
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bkwill:
I went two weeks in the NAvY out to sea without seeing the sun. It was crazy. I couldn't believe it. I use to think that if I wasn't out that I was missing something and that the world would pass me by. Then I realized that by always being out I wasn't doing nothing only taking and consuming and not creating and giving back. Now I handle my business, show when I have to or want too, and still get shit done on both sides of the fence. The whole point of all this is represents two side of the same coin.
On the one hand you have to stop and smell the roses.
On the other hand don't believe the florist when tells you that the roses are free.
Can't wait to SEE you, I liked our little chat, still thinking about it.
Peace.
On the one hand you have to stop and smell the roses.
On the other hand don't believe the florist when tells you that the roses are free.
Can't wait to SEE you, I liked our little chat, still thinking about it.
Peace.
caddok:
What's wrong with Tracy??? *L*
Its about 0 degrees here and I'm not suffering from the cold like I thought I would be.
I'll be back to work on Thursday. See you then.
-c
Its about 0 degrees here and I'm not suffering from the cold like I thought I would be.
I'll be back to work on Thursday. See you then.
-c
i am so exhausted, i can't even lift my butt out of this chair to crawl into bed.
can't be work, we've been hella slow. home life isn't particularly demanding, sure i've been meaning to clean up for the past few weeks but that's nothing to stress about. not exactly worrying over the guy situation, as we're both way too uncommital to even call each...
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can't be work, we've been hella slow. home life isn't particularly demanding, sure i've been meaning to clean up for the past few weeks but that's nothing to stress about. not exactly worrying over the guy situation, as we're both way too uncommital to even call each...
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bkwill:
Laughter is a sign of happiness that comes deep from within, real laughter that is and it's contagious like a disease. If your not happy inside you don't want it, because it brushes up against what's bothering you and doesn't let you pretend everything is okay.
It's not that there is any ONE thing that is wrong, but your body knows when your mind is missing, and it knows when your body is gone, and the two look for each other alone in the dark like stars in the night sky wishing to be seen and dreamed upon.
When all is right they will reunite and illuminate the areas most needed by your attention, then you can let laughter in and fimd your smile again. You have a lot of heart stay involved with it.
It's not that there is any ONE thing that is wrong, but your body knows when your mind is missing, and it knows when your body is gone, and the two look for each other alone in the dark like stars in the night sky wishing to be seen and dreamed upon.
When all is right they will reunite and illuminate the areas most needed by your attention, then you can let laughter in and fimd your smile again. You have a lot of heart stay involved with it.
_v_:
i hope you figure it out
BKFreak's hot SB set just made my ulcer rupture. I think.
bkwill:
WOW THANKS!!!!! YOUR THE BEST.
Will
Will
bkwill:
Your still the best thank you for your commetns. Tell me more about yourself sometime. Feel free to drop a line.
i've never been groped so much in my life.
the beautiful thing about sanctuary on friday nights is not the silicone infested whore-baits, or the VIP only upstairs orgy, it's the fact that you can walk in one day LOOKING like a whore-bait, and get into the VIP only room.
it really is a great club. if you like to waddle in self esteem issues...
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the beautiful thing about sanctuary on friday nights is not the silicone infested whore-baits, or the VIP only upstairs orgy, it's the fact that you can walk in one day LOOKING like a whore-bait, and get into the VIP only room.
it really is a great club. if you like to waddle in self esteem issues...
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bkwill:
Hey girl thanks for the comments. I posted some pics you might like. Gettin groped huh, at least you had a good time. Whore Bait, that's awesome!!!! ehhehee. Peace.
people who try to keep websites up to date are crazy. i should know, i'm one of them. you go through the initial honeymoon stage where everything is great and beautiful and fresh. then you start to get bored with your content/design, and end up re-doing it a few months later. i've tried to keep a journal over there, but there's no motivation. trying to...
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caddok:
Howdy howdy P dawg,
I bet while I'm typing this you are hanging from a cage at gram's.
-c
I bet while I'm typing this you are hanging from a cage at gram's.
-c
caddok:
YIKES! Your site is down. Are you doing the revamp you hinted at?
-c
-c
on another note, i just wanna say a huge THANK YOU fro the tye dye smiley, i'm gonna ask O today if she can put it into the smileys we have on the site. you rule!!! have a groovy day. heart, maryjane