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Tuesday Feb 04, 2003

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i am so exhausted, i can't even lift my butt out of this chair to crawl into bed.

can't be work, we've been hella slow. home life isn't particularly demanding, sure i've been meaning to clean up for the past few weeks but that's nothing to stress about. not exactly worrying over the guy situation, as we're both way too uncommital to even call each other. just can't seem to figure it out.

i am most definetly not myself! actually found myself irritated at all the joking around at work tonight, which i'm usually the instigator of.

something is different, and i just can't figure it out.

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bkwill:
Laughter is a sign of happiness that comes deep from within, real laughter that is and it's contagious like a disease. If your not happy inside you don't want it, because it brushes up against what's bothering you and doesn't let you pretend everything is okay.

It's not that there is any ONE thing that is wrong, but your body knows when your mind is missing, and it knows when your body is gone, and the two look for each other alone in the dark like stars in the night sky wishing to be seen and dreamed upon.

When all is right they will reunite and illuminate the areas most needed by your attention, then you can let laughter in and fimd your smile again. You have a lot of heart stay involved with it.
Feb 4, 2003
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i hope you figure it out
Feb 8, 2003

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