polaris

people who try to keep websites up to date are crazy. i should know, i'm one of them. you go through the initial honeymoon stage where everything is great and beautiful and fresh. then you start to get bored with your content/design, and end up re-doing it a few months later. i've tried to keep a journal over there, but there's no motivation. trying to make my own journal code, with comment feature, is hopeless. and i've begun to accept that nobody will read it anyway, except maybe my parents.

things that make me happy: waking up at 3pm, afternoon sex, staying in watching movies, neighbours who stop by at 2am to talk about their day, having more than 1 consecutive day off, chloe's journal updates.

things that make me not-so-happy: feeling idle, making a new "mystery dish" to the disappointment of my dinner guest (FYI, cheese tortillini, alfredo sauce, and meatballs does not = a good meal), not being able to go out dancing this week...