polaris

This thingy is going to inactivate soon. I don't know how you all stay on here so long, I can only seem to take it in spurts. Kind of sorry to leave as this is the only way I get to see some of your faces anymore, but anyway, I guess I need to apologize for avoiding you/disappearing. I haven't been the same since I moved out of Mark's house. I've been very unhappy for a long time and nothing I used to do brings me any comfort (i.e. binge drinking at Jupes, whoring around, making out with hot chicks). I wish I could get back to my old slutty self but I just don't see that happening for awhile. Whatever he did to me seriously ruined my spirit, and even my bestfriends can attest, it's been several months since I've enjoyed a Sean-hug.

Anyway, sorry the last few months on here were full of my self depricating. I always remember my slutty nights at Jupes and miss them fondly. Find me on Myspace. Take care.