Thought I was good since it was someone I've known a couple of years. Got to know really well(I thought) bit had never met in person. Didn't even go see her for any dating type purposes. Just to comfort a friend through a really difficult time. But.... Sparks absolutely flew when we met!! It was great!! We both knew that we have some fundamental differences but we both agreed that there was more than enough there to work with. Things got serious FAST!!! And then..... Last night.... She gets really drunk to help ease her anxiety about some heavy shit. No problem there right? Except.... Her whole personality apparently changes when she's shit faced. She picks a fight with me out of absolutely nothing and then today when I message her to say that I didn't appreciate the way she treated me, she tried to justify and defend her "argument" during our "debate" that I never fucking asked for!! Fuck this shit. I'm about to go back to the OLD me..... Cold as fuck and only look out for me. I never wanna get close to anyone ever again.
