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polarbear

Carencro, LA

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6 months.

May 23, 2019
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6 months and I'm still in love with her. 6 months since I've seen my beautiful grandson. It still hurts just as much now as 6 months ago.

The good news is that I'm on the road to becoming the man that they all deserve. The man that I should've been all along. So if I never get my family back, at least I'm better prepared to deal with it. There are some of you on here who's small encouraging messages every now and then, have been huge bright spots in otherwise seriously dark times. To you all I say thank you. From the bottom of my wounded but healing heart.

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chroi:
Keep going there *hugs* x
May 24, 2019
polarbear:
@chroi thank you!
May 24, 2019

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