pokomo

So, its been some time, huh?
Its been a couple of... weird months for me. I'm officially looking for another job now, instead of just moaning about my current one. I've dropped all contact with the ex now. Its for the best, but it hurts like all hell. Along with that, my last best friend, Cat, left for Uni last month, and my god damn insomnia and well, it proved to be alittle too much for me one night. So I kinda did something stupid.
Luckily no one found out from my co workers or family, and no one I know reads this blog, so I think I got away with it. My doctor insisted I go back onto stronger anti depressants than before, and has arranged for a counselor to try and get me to back to normal. I can't say I want it this way, but I would've self destructed if it didn't.

I'm drawing and painting more now. My newer tumblr is slowly filling up with new art.

To be honest, I don't have alot to say right now. I might give it a week and write a fuller, better blog. I guess I just needed to say what I had done to someone other than my shrink.