Hello world of beautiful women of SGland!
Its a cold boring sunday for me. Been at work, gone for a meal and returned home for drunken darts... none of which helps me feel any less isolated. It may come across as desperate and pleading, but I really wish I wasn't so painfully single at times like this. Since the breakup I've felt increasingly isolated from friends and family, to the point where no one knows what is happening with me anymore. I'm pretty sure I don't know what happening anymore. The ex, in spite of her declarations of love for me still, stays with her current b/f. Since he is in the same zipcode, I can't judge her too badly, but this guy is a known shit and a jerk, and I don't wanna have to deal with the fallout from her breakup with him.
It sounds like I'm butthurt and just wanting her to spite him. Nothing could be further from the truth. I love her, and have done so much to get to see her next year, yet I feel I'm being slowly cut out of her life...
Does anyone have advice? No other girl has ever given me the affection she gave me before, and I don't think ever will. Should I aggressively pursue her, or let her be with someone who will most likely hurt her in the end?
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Its not all bad this week though. The boss who fired me from my previous job was herself fired for gross misconduct and poor performance. In light of that, I may have my old, well paying job back, and actually have money to do stuff and see people soon! I miss my former workmates the most, as they kept me running and wanting to return to work the most. It really is the company you keep that drives you most.
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I usually post something about my favourite sets after the main blog bit, but this time I think I'll leave it. not to say that the quality has dipped, but there have been few sets recently that have really caught my eye, in either MR or Hopefuls. One SG I wish would make a return to our sunny shores is Umeko , who's beautiful sets and kind correspondence was such a nice feeling, and made members feel at ease and enjoy the site. I even traded prints from her for comics
which now adorn my walls!
Anyway, Its late and I've work at a stupid time in the morning. Pop into the Hope Tap in Reading and say hi if you feel like making a member happy!
Lots of love, Pokomo
x
Its a cold boring sunday for me. Been at work, gone for a meal and returned home for drunken darts... none of which helps me feel any less isolated. It may come across as desperate and pleading, but I really wish I wasn't so painfully single at times like this. Since the breakup I've felt increasingly isolated from friends and family, to the point where no one knows what is happening with me anymore. I'm pretty sure I don't know what happening anymore. The ex, in spite of her declarations of love for me still, stays with her current b/f. Since he is in the same zipcode, I can't judge her too badly, but this guy is a known shit and a jerk, and I don't wanna have to deal with the fallout from her breakup with him.
It sounds like I'm butthurt and just wanting her to spite him. Nothing could be further from the truth. I love her, and have done so much to get to see her next year, yet I feel I'm being slowly cut out of her life...
Does anyone have advice? No other girl has ever given me the affection she gave me before, and I don't think ever will. Should I aggressively pursue her, or let her be with someone who will most likely hurt her in the end?
---
Its not all bad this week though. The boss who fired me from my previous job was herself fired for gross misconduct and poor performance. In light of that, I may have my old, well paying job back, and actually have money to do stuff and see people soon! I miss my former workmates the most, as they kept me running and wanting to return to work the most. It really is the company you keep that drives you most.
---
I usually post something about my favourite sets after the main blog bit, but this time I think I'll leave it. not to say that the quality has dipped, but there have been few sets recently that have really caught my eye, in either MR or Hopefuls. One SG I wish would make a return to our sunny shores is Umeko , who's beautiful sets and kind correspondence was such a nice feeling, and made members feel at ease and enjoy the site. I even traded prints from her for comics
which now adorn my walls!
Anyway, Its late and I've work at a stupid time in the morning. Pop into the Hope Tap in Reading and say hi if you feel like making a member happy!
Lots of love, Pokomo
x