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Fuck. fuck fuck fuck.
I got turned down again for uni.
That was a serious blow for me, I'd kinda planned around it. There are few courses similar to that one, local anyway. I could go and find a basic art course to do for a year, keep the practise up, try and stay sharp and try again. Or I could just say fuck it and go it alone.
Fuck.
If anything, this had made me more detirmined to leave the town where I live, this shitty place gets me down so much, and now this is gonna remind me all the time now.
Went deep into a bad mood yesterday, really started to avoid most people. Just got home from work, threw on an old favourite shirt and lined up all the NIN I had to hand. Trent Reznor can really complement your moods, or he can start you on some sort of course of self loathing.
I have no fucking idea what I'm supposed to do.
Fuck. Word of the day people.
Here, have a video to cheer yourselves up after my complaining.

Have a nice day, all.