When I was younger I often thought about what it would be like to kill myself if only for the effect it would have on those in my life. I was never genuine in my desire to inflict guilt upon whomever but was rather just a bitter adolescent wishing for a miraculous means to make others wish they had treated me better or appreciated me...
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cambria:
i didnt read into it.
I'd tempt fate but I have nothing to offer.
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pokes:
I just won 32 bucks off my friends at our weekly poker night. Might not seem like much but it's the second most anyone's ever left up (we buy in with $20 and play with 20cent ante). Furthermore, my friend felt the need to discredit my success by claiming it was only my luck that allowed me to prevail. I'd probably be bothered by that too had I not bluffed all night long. Anywho, little else going on so i thought I would document my victory! Hip-hop hooray for me. 
sharona1881:
yay! any victory is meaningful, no mater how small... 
Finally within sight of the finish. Although, that in and of itself presents another problem. Now I need to figure out what to spend my incoming income on. Too many things I want. For example, I could use a digicam, cell phone, the complete death of cool album, new kicks, something threads to wear to disco night, Dennon double deck, felt hat, etc. (could get...
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cambria:
i know this has nothing to do with your entry but i forgot how sexy you are. hahaha.
isthatallthereis:
that soup sounds fab and i could really use some right now!!!!
This is my least favorite week of the entire year. Over the course of the next 7 days most of my good friends, kids I went to highschool with, are packing up, getting on planes and flying to the far corners of my relative world. It's not the fact that they're finishing double majors up, or going to law school and in so advancing their...
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sharona1881:
thank you thank you hun!
I've been singing along to Warren Zevon's Werewolves of London.
Aooooooooooow!
Aooooooooooow!
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naiad_:
Bahahahhah!
pokes:
Having never been stung by a wasp until a week ago, one can understand how I'm mad to have been stung twice in the last week. 
Deceived by my own stagnation, to succumb to immediate gratification. Oh perpetual resolution, do save me from my dour desitution.
Whoever said that the road of excess leads to the path of wisdom was just rationalizing. I personally prefer too much of a good thing....
Oh to be one's own bane.
Whoever said that the road of excess leads to the path of wisdom was just rationalizing. I personally prefer too much of a good thing....
Oh to be one's own bane.
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forge:
Heya Poke:
Thnks for the comment.
I listed shows that i enjoyed but I no longer pay for cable at home because I do not think it is worth it. And I do believe that it swallows your will to be an independent thinker.
She did not expect performance but looking back I am sad that I was not better being her first time too.
My last night doing drugs and drinking was VERY humbling trust me.
I really like certain foods but to much of them and i could puke.
Thnks for the comment.
I listed shows that i enjoyed but I no longer pay for cable at home because I do not think it is worth it. And I do believe that it swallows your will to be an independent thinker.
She did not expect performance but looking back I am sad that I was not better being her first time too.
My last night doing drugs and drinking was VERY humbling trust me.
I really like certain foods but to much of them and i could puke.
angelvanilla:
Looka in SG WEST for Vancouver Events.
Last night I momentarily felt betrayed. Though it was, in the end, not as it seemed, that feeling still lingers. Jumping to assumptions is often rash but how else does one arrive at them?
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jewcy:
i hate that unfounded feeling. 
it makes me feel terribly saddened, not only with the person (most of the time not actually causing it), but with myself for being such a whiny girl sometimes.
feel better
it makes me feel terribly saddened, not only with the person (most of the time not actually causing it), but with myself for being such a whiny girl sometimes.
feel better
sunnysunny:
*gives you a hug*
xo
sunny
xo
sunny
My Elvis clock is no more. 
Tragic. So younng, too young. Let's see if I can't incorporate a bake into the wake. 
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mitsukai:
Kellie actually has heard of the phrase crack wise before. It's not new to me.
mitsukai:
Kellie actually has heard of the phrase crack wise before. It's not new to me.
A friend recently asked me if I wanted to accompany him on a road trip to the southern states and I must say, considering that I have neither reason to go there nor do I have much interest in the area, I'm surprisingly tempted. I don't know what I'd do in New Mexico, or wherever in particular he intends to go but I know that,...
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jewcy:
thanks!! it was the first stencil i made by hand, without changing the contrast and whatnot. i put it on a black t-shirt and i'm totally stoked with how it came out.
it was the first stencil i made by hand, without changing the contrast and whatnot. i put it on a black t-shirt and i'm totally stoked with how it came out.
jewcy:
OH! I LOVE EXPLODING DOG!
sam = genius.
sam = genius.
Ever feel guilty for nothing in particular? Probably a sure sign I've been bad. 
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sharona1881:
yup, im jewish, and very involved in all things with respect to jewish history and culture, including teaching in a jewish preschool and religious school.
sharona1881:
eh, only technically a goy, but that shouldnt matter - you are who you want to be.