pokes

So what have i been up to? I'm spending about $50/week on music despite having just reached 120 gigs of music (100 of which are albums in their entirety). If you kids aren't using soulseek you really ought to be. Anywho, 2 weeks into class and i'm back into my old routine; I sleep through a couple morning classes a week, procrastinate habitually, and devote a great deal of my attention span in classes to flirting with my eyes. I wish I could say i'd given up the marijuana but shamefully so, alas. Few doobs a week still. =/
I spend alot of time just thinking about this and that and nothing particular at all save perhaps my regrets. I feel as though i'm behind on my thoughts and as if that weren't frustrating enough I'm only now realizing it's sad to be so young with so many regrets. Then there's my mortality that i've been slowly coming to terms with lately. When your body starts to decay in so much as the least, or demonstrate a diminishing resistance to the things towards which you were once so seemingly immune, it's hard not to start feeling old. Oh well, c'est la vie. Though certainly humbling as it is. If i were to title this stage of my life, as phasic as it is, i would name it "coming to terms with myself" as incredibly cheesy as that sounds. Seems not a day goes by where I'm not beating myself up over oen thing or another. Here's to hoping salvation lies within. Hope you kiddos are doing well.