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Alrighty then, time to get down to it. Been puting off writing this entry so I figure, best thing is to just bite the bullet and put pen to paper or finger to keyboard or whatever. Was in Cuba for 2 weeks, had a great time, been back since Sunday, am now painting parent's house for the next 2 weeks. So, in case that was hard to decipher, I have been well, thanks for asking.
I've gotten to this point in my life where I seem to need to work hard, for however long, to remind myself that school is not work, no matter how much I treat it as such. Translation: I'm not re-enrolling this fall and I'm not sure if I will sign-up in the spring either. I might be speaking rashly but either way, I feel that I'm wasting my own time studying when I have no intention of being so much as remotely dilligent, which I don't. I love to learn but am shitty when it comes to studying a curriculum. Perhaps a brief haietus to the workworld will scare some sense into me, or so I'm hoping. If not I will consider a 3 months officer training program a friend of mine did and recommended. Though I would innevitably hate it, the army might have the discipline I've been looking for to no avail. God wouldn't that be funny, second leftenant *****. heh, I almost posted my last name. That's a no no. Tsk tsk. Shame on me.
Anywho, I'm starting to get ready to go out, and therefore would hate to come back to find that my comp crashed before i could save my entry so I'm gonna post this and worry about finishing it or conveying something with it later. So, until next we meet, if ever, stay cool you kiddos.