pokes

I was having such a fine morning basking in the rays of the sun without a care in the world. Then it hit me, something someone told me the night before. The girl who broke my heart is now seeing a former friend who sold me out. If only in so much as I hadn't thought of either of them in a while, I don't know why this bothers me or why I'm entitled to be jealous but one way or another I feel very alone. The toxic combination of both pride and insecurity tends to do that to me. I want to be new again.